Day forty seven

Dear World, 

Though i am human.

That word is not my excuse.

I make mistakes out of stupidity and consciousness.

Human is as Human does. 

 

Please Pray.

 

Day forty six

Dear world,

Why do yo give me lemons yet refuse to teach me how to make lemonade?

Day Forty Five

Dear World,

When i have reached your edge.

Do i turn and go back.

Or shall i leap as long and as far as i can.

Maybe hitting rock bottom isnt so bad.

maybe…..

Day forty four

Dear world,

Its crazy how we call you beautiful, how we call you magnificent.

Yet we only see 1/100000 of what you have to offer.

We call you wonderful, yet we barely even know you.

We only see what is right in  front of us.

Show me what more you have to offer.

and ill show you what i can give back.

Always Almost yours, 
AlexisMagdeline.

 

Come out and play

Day forty three

Dear World,

I want to see what you have to offer.

From sea to shining sea. 

Day forty two

Dear world,

Why do people believe everything they hear.

why are peoples views so sick and twisted.

Why do we have to “one up” people.

Is sorry not enough for the world any more.

Keep the hurt coming.

I will take it.

One day your vision will no longer be clouded.

If only you could see what is done to me will be done to you.

Your falling for it just like i did.

Play your games, believe your lies, but when you wipe the clouds from your eyes the only one left to turn to will be god. 

This one is for you god.  only you can handle such hatred.

All i can do now is pray for the lost souls. 

Trust is such a twisted lie.

Day Forty one

It makes no sense how you can trust someone so much.

Call them your friend.

Look them in the eye.

not knowing the whole time they have a knife in their pocket.

and they used it.

Freely.

Openly.

What do you do?

Who do you turn to?

What can you say?

I guess this is truely for god to decide.

Proverbs 12:

 ²³ A prudent man keeps his knowledge to himself, 
       but the heart of fools blurts out folly.

 ²⁴ Diligent hands will rule, 
       but laziness ends in slave labor.

 ²⁵ An anxious heart weighs a man down, 
       but a kind word cheers him up.

 ²⁶ A righteous man is cautious in friendship, 
       but the way of the wicked leads them astray.

 ²⁷ The lazy man does not roast  his game, 
       but the diligent man prizes his possessions.

 ²⁸ In the way of righteousness there is life; 
       along that path is immortality.

 

Dear god. Im yours.

Everyday.

Dear world,

walk all over me.

trust me its easy.

Day Forty

Dear world,

I baked some really good peanut putter cookies the other day.

I even added the little chris cross pattern on the top. 

Needless to say they were perfect.

Unlike my week right now.

I wish everything was as easy as cookies. 

Few ingredients.

Little mixing.

Put it on a non-stick pan

Heat it up.

Eat.

Compared to….

All the different friends you have

All the mixing up of who to hang out with who not to hangout with who hates who. who you can’t hang out with together. who wants to hang out and at what time or day.

and once you make plans with one its not like a non stick pan. your stuck. well you can try to get out of it but you loose some of that good cookie bottom . 

Then the heating process is the waitintg process. You wait. and sometimes depending on the friend your waiting for a long time. and there are those friends that say 8 and then call you at 10 and say never mind. 

And lastly the eating. your usually eating alone at home. because all those elaborate plans you made are now cancelled. so you blew some people off for no reason. and now you look like the bad person.

So im sticking to the cookie making from now on.

Simple, quick, and satisfying. 

Dear world, pray for the friends we have that are a little more complicated than cookies. 

Always yours,
AlexisMagdeline.

Day thirty nine

Dear World,

Let nothing stop you now.

I’m ready to accomplish my dreams.

I’m ready to finish my goals.

Is this growing old?

I can only hope.

The world may seem dark but there is always a light on somewhere. 

Dear world, please pray for your weaknesses. Your strengths. Your wants. Your needs. Your friends. Your family. And Yourself. No matter if are weak or strong, no matter if you want or need. no matter if their your true friend or real family. No matter if you are not you today. Pray.

Always Yours,
AlexisMagdeline.